What is ideal? What is not? Why are you even thinking about it?
Comparing yourself to someone is like a habit nobody can kick out of their system. The topic of comparisons vary from one person to another but it all boils down to you just wanting to be different, better than you are now. Everyone does it; some openly and some secretly but everyone has it wired up in their brains. Nobody can escape it, not even those who loves themselves so much because we all have our days. WE ALL HAVE OUR PITY DAYS. It’s up to you how long you will let it ruin you, it’s up to you how you will deal with it.